I miss you so much my soul aches….7 1/2 yrs it’s been 15 days 6 hrs and 24 mins since I last heard you….I’m here, but I’m not. I thought we were gonna grow old together. We finally were back to US. So many things we’ve talked about, and told each other. So much to say smh… You told me that you were happy againthat last Sunday, cuz we were back to love…out the blue…and you said it was because we had that long talk and you got all those things off your conscious. I’m so happy I didn’t get mad. I’m so happy I stayed loyal to you, I’m so happy I was able to come in your life and help you realize how GREAT and GODLY you were. I stayed motivating you. I stayed telling you I was proud of you. I wish I was there more. But you know why I wasn’t. But I still never left. Because I knew how wonderful you were. I’m still never leaving. I wanna say so much…. Thank you for loving me, thank you for being one way no matter what or who was around. Thank you for Serenity, thank you for constantly showing your love. Even in death. You love me. I love you. So grateful and thankful to have been apart of your journey. I love you Superman. My soul my heart my spirit is shattered bae. The kids don’t even wanna be home. Cuz it’s you everywhere. And they miss you. It’s been so different with you not physically here. In more ways than one. And I hate it. But you would tell me. Make myself better each day going forward….and to make sure I leave a legacy behind for our kids. I swear I’m on it. Nothing else matters. I love you my king. Yours FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!!